When we feel down

Today,the biggest news mestilah my sister's UPSR result. Well,you can PM me for her result. At first i wanna put it here,but maybe it would be seemed so public,so i don't wanna be accused of having bad intention towards her. Gah. Only Allah knows how annoying it feels when she starts to accuse you for embarrassing her.

I cried actually when my eyes saw her result in SMS. Because i know she could have done better than that such a result. But i know Allah wants to teach her something. He wants to teach her how does it feel to fall down so hard. How does it feel to be badly embarrassed after all of the boastful things she used to say to people. Macam mana rasanya jatuh. Well,all i can say is,siapa suruh. She deserves that. She have to know that after all of this time,she has been acting quite rude to her teachers. She has been neglecting our parents' feeling everytime she talked to them back. She has been very boastful. And now rasakan. Hmm. Oklah. Cukup sampai disitu cerita pasal adik aku yang bertuah ni.

SPM. Allah. Actually i still can't believe that i am gonna face it. Yes,i will be facing it next year. I hope Allah will give me strength to face it. Next year will be the last time i wear school uniform,if my fate after this brings me to further my study in IPG. Haha. Pa' said that that is his plan,to send me to IPG,because it seems that now i'd love to have money,and yes,quite keen to get myself working. But he knows i want to go to university,so i guess he said that just as my second plan. First kalau dapat,aku masuk Form 6. Takkan aku masuk matrikulasi? Minta maaf dan minta ampun banyak banyak,muka saya x ambil Addmath,so x boleh masuk matrikulasi. Sekian. Second,masuk IPG. Tapi yang buat aku resah gelisah gundah gulana tu pasal ujian kelayakan kemasukan ke IPG tu. Aku risau yang ujian kecergasan tu dan interviewnya. Ya Allah,muka macam budak pendek ni mau jawab interview??? Third,hmm hmm oh takda sudah pula yang ketiga tu. Hehe.

Okla. I wanna sleep. Pray that i will be trying hard in chasing the good deeds. Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad.