today,i have felt the mixture of feeling. the mixture that i haven't felt for a long time. i felt the pain,the happiness,yhe anger,and so on. it aches myself quite tense,but i have to admit that it's been yonks i didn't feel them. aq x menipu ni.
thinking about 2017,for the kesekian kalinya i have to say that i am gonna let go of phone usage for the sake of SPM. hmm,that's a sad statement because i actually have just thought of writing my 2017 whole life in this new blog.
only Allah knows how i want to be matured so much next year. how i want people to not judge me based on my action. how i wish that my friends( ye ke kawan) will understand me especially when i am in my sometimes-weird-behaviour. how i wish that i won't have to face my coming year strictly or dalam erti kata lain my mind is relax. how i wish that i won't be flown away with that silly silly stupid-do-be-do feeling,hmm you do know that. crush la bah!. eisy,lupa lupa lagi kakah.
anyway,there are lotta things i have to face,learn,and accept. i have to be the the SMK student,that still have her own strictness in herself. even if i am not so stern in behaving goodly,i will try. walaupun aq mungkin jadi agak psychopath sikit. haha.
bye. layan drama cina dulu.
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