Hmm. I..just hate my situation now. O Allah,please soften grandpa's heart so i can live in his house just for one year one more time.
I don't wanna live in the hostel. Again. I am traumatized. I hate it. I despise it. I abhor it. I loathe it. I detest it. I just wanna be free to do what i wanna, i have already planning my List To Do next year,and all of this shits are really gonna ruin my plan.
I don't like the existence of my family around me,24/7 next year. It makes me even nervous or annoyed to face SPM. Hmm,this situation was the risk that Ma' used to tell me before,when i decided to leave Ranau.
I just wanna live my life happily next year. Oh please,i wanna cry right now but i can't. O Allah,please soften his heart. I am really annoyed.
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